Writer's Block

Writing on here has been pretty sporadic and I haven't been in the mood to write  much, as I only have negative thoughts in my head and my pen feels very poisoned. Dave was looking up my Island Life blog this morning, to get some ideas for his journal, well actually to update his own journal and had left the page open. I read through some of the posts I had written and thought to myself, I did write some lovely stuff whilst in Trini... what has happened. Why am I so full of negativity these days? I really need to get my act together, I used to enjoy blogging so much and now, I hardly bother with it. All I ever do is play Candy Crush! It whiles away a lot of my free time, pointless but perhaps it's just a distraction from the real world that I am living in? I definitely need to meditate more. Suyin's Ramblings could well be turned to Suyin's Moans..... and who needs that? No one, for sure!

Recent happenings

Just a quick update... decided I could not pursue my nursing career for now as it requires me to go back to school for at least 12 months, followed by some clinical placements, so am now venturing into doulaism.... hahahaha. I will write more about what a doula is and what she does and why I am doing it. I finished my training yesterday, and am raring to go.

Am still a pharmacy assistant and trying hard to give it up. But Kim my doula trainer said work is sporadic and to take little steps at a time... I think I will combine my craft business with my doula business and see how it all goes.

Not sure who follows my blog, but this post is just to say Hello and yes, I am still alive and writing....